Space… the Final Frontier. These are the voyages of the starship Enterprise. To explore strange new worlds; to seek out new life and new civilizations; to boldly go where no man has gone before…… o.0 What!! Aren’t I allowed to be a trekky too?

I don’t know if you all know this but there is a meteor shower happening right now! I think it’s still visible for about 2 or 3 more days so what are you waiting for? All you need is a hot cup of joe, a warm blanket, someone or something to cuddle and a dark clear patch of dirt to lay down on. The only draw back is that it’s best seen at 2am. Well there’s that and the skeeters that might get you lol. go to bed early and set an alarm to get up at 1 just so you can pop out and take a peak, it’s a really cool sight and who knows when we might get another chance to see it. (ok perhaps a few space fanatics would but I sure don’t)

I was lucky enough to of gone out this past weekend to the middle of literally butt f#%k no where and watch the meteor shower with a few friends. It was kind of spur of the moment. We were all sitting around after dinner around about 8 and decided that a meteor shower was the perfect amount of excitement that we needed. So off we went all cramming into the hottest car alive, a 1990 Dodge Shadow! complete with aerodynamic adhesive tape to keep the sunroof from leaking yay!! (also known as duck tape LMFAO) we headed out to the most rural area we could find and drove around to find the perfect location. We pulled out all our blankets and sleeping bags, got all set up just to discover that regrettably the best time for viewing is in fact 2 am. Which wouldn’t be for another 4 hours lol. Sooooo off to the movie theatre we went. We decided through a very devilish and ingenious forum of analysis (also know as it was the only one that hadn’t already started when we got there lol) to go see ‘the sorcerers apprentice’. Now it wasn’t a bad movie per say…. it was funny and corny. It was just rather childish in a very basic way. It was however the perfect way to waste time out in the middle of no where. Finally 1 am rolled around it was time to go find our special spot once again and watch.

As I lay there all wrapped in a warm sleeping bag cuddled up with Kinzie I couldn’t help but stare up at the nights sky and wonder. What’s out there in the far reaches of space? Are we all that there is in this big nothingness? Is there other life out there? Are they friendly? If the stars are what is directly above and around us, if we have seen what is between us and space, then where is heaven? Does it in fact exist? If so where? If it does not in fact exist then what happens to us when we die? Where do we go? what happens to us when we get there?

All of these plus many more questions floated through my head as I lay there surrounded by warmth, love and friendship. I felt very small in size, yet at the same time I felt that my thoughts and ideas were growing exponentially. I guess I’m not the first person to sit beneath the stars and ponder the heavens, the earth and beyond. Now back at home sitting at my little computer writing this blog, I can’t help but still wonder. Is it all a lie? Who’s right? Does science win out because it has more solid proof? Is heaven a myth? Or are they both right and wrong at the same time?

All I know is there is way to much speculations circling this world for us to ignore. I worry that to write off all that is speculated as false is foolish, dangerous and perhaps self destructive. The Mayan’s calendar speaks of the ending of the world, of the worlds transformation as we know it, come 2012. They’re ruins depict aliens and space travel, how could they know of this stuff? All I know is that there are an offaly lot of unanswered, unexplained questions and phenomenons out there. I can’t help but wonder and question my own knowledge of the world.

Sorry guys I know I just got a little deep and philosophical on you all, but I can’t help but have these questions still floating through my head a few days later. Either way I guess we will all find out soon enough what is meant to be. I simply believe that what will be will be, just life each day to the fullest and never ever leave something unsaid. No matter how hard or embarrassing it is to say to someone, if you love them then tell them everyday.

I’m just finishing up some house work and trying to tidy up a bit here and there. It’s way too Fing hot in my place to even think about moving, let alone caming. So sorry boys n girls no MFC today :( But not to worry I will be on early tomorrow morning around 10am pst :) Watch my twitter for the final say. Don’t forget I have my FREE members chat tonight at 10 pm est. Be there or be square :)

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